~ Some pics to share with everyone... ~ 10:32:00 pm

The GaLs In ReD!!


Reds & Whites


The 3 Red Beauties... *Haha*


Sad Look...


Me & Flora-rarararara.....

& FINALLY...


THIS IS ME!! with a weird grin... Haha...

Enjoy!!

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ Failure & Success.... Happy Birthday to my bro... ~ 9:41:00 pm

*Sigh*... I can't believe it... I flunked my practical test... Well, actually only one of the two skills but it's still considered a fail... Oh well, I just take it as how it comes... Surprisingly, I failed the airway management where I just missed one critical step and the rest just went down the drain... *Stupid me! It's just one pathetic line but too bad, it's one of the important step... Just my luck!*... And surprisingly, I passed my ETT intubation which I thought that I would fail but I ended up passing... But the results not too good either... 48/60... Not good at all... *sigh*... Gonna take the retest in two weeks' time... *Wish me luck everyone!!*...

I guess that my mentor-cum-skills lecturer would be SO embarrassed by us... Can you believe it? 12 out of 27 students in Group 5 flunked their skills practical test... Oh well, it's her fault that she didn't teach us the important points... *Humpphh!!*

Anyway, I've got a pleasant surprise when I got home today... My advanced theory for driving results had already came and guess what? I've passed!! Haha... *If I had known, I wouldn't have studied so hard previously... Haha... WEE!!!*... Gonna learn the practical very soon... *Ooh... Can't hardly wait!!*...

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Had our skills theory test yesterday and damn was the paper hard... Not really hard but more like tricky... And definitely, 15 marks are 'burnt' due to the nonsensical answers that I've wrote on the answers script... *Gosh... Who would expect that to ask questions like 'How would you assist a doctor for defibrillation?'... That is so what I wouldn't study for a theory test... Let's just hope that I can pass for this theory test... *Praying hard*...

After that, me and Fione went to Pizza Hut to eat the pasta meal (Tortilla Bowl Pasta)... *Haven't finish test, celebrate already... Wahaha!!*... Anyway, we were so full after the meal... While on the way to Sembawang Book Store, inside the lift, I heard a music being played as the lift moves up or down... And Fione pretended not to hear the music and for one moment, I was so scared to my wits!! *Gosh... Fione, please stop playing such tricks on me!*... And her slang! I can't stand it! *Anybody, wanna offer me earplugs??*...

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Anyway, I just wanna wish my dear brother a Happy 24th Birthday!! Best wishes to him and no matter what, I'll be here for you no matter what... (Your irritating younger sis)

*Smilez*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ ARRGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!! ~ 10:26:00 pm

PRESENTATIONS ARE FINALLY OVER!! NO MORE PRESENTATIONS FOR THIS SEMESTER ANYMORE!! WOOHOO!! Haha... So sorry... I'm just too excited over this... *Cool isn't it?*... Well, but I'm not totally happy with a few of them in the group... Imagine this: You have more than one week to start with the presentation but ended up, everything was SO last minute... And the worse thing is, you're ONE of them who has to struggle with the work while the rest are having fun... Well, only 3 oout of 7 of the group members collated the work in which we only mangaed to have our meal at 6.30pm... As a result, we were hypoglycaemic (low in blood sugar level) and started to get 'irritated' with each other... *Gosh... A hungry man is an angry man!*... And that is not all... In fact, we got an 'A' for the presentation... But it's only the work of 3 people (almost 4, for the interview thingy)... We got an 'A', do THEY deserve it? I don't think so... And when each of us had to pay $16 for the transparencies and stuff, one of them even messaged to ask why have to pay so much...
*OI!! Why ask so much? You've already got a FREE 'A' and now, you're grumbling to have to pay so much!! SICKENING!! DAMN!! Be grateful that we're already kind enough to you... I don't understand why we had even accpeted you to join our group in the first place... Even the work that you gave are CRAP!! YES CRAP!! CRAPPY WORK!! PLAGERISM!! ARRGGHHHHHHH!!!!!! And I don't even think that you deserve that copy of our work when all you know is to cut and paste and give CRAPPY WORK!! So ANGRY with you... The worse thing is C----N, YOU DON'T EVEN FEEL A SENSE OF REMORSE...*

No point getting angry over a person who doesn't even deserve the marks when the other few are slogging hard...

Thank goodness there's still Mac and Fione around... *Hugs to you guys!!*... Our final presentation went well although me and Fione thought the interview part was REALLY draggy... But we still got an 'A'... *Haha*...

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Went home with Fione just now and she told me that she had been having weird nightmares when people whome she treasures the most ignoring her and treats her as though she's invisible... Maybe the worse part is that the person said that she doesn't want to see her again... *Scary but I've had such a dream before too*...

What are dreams? To me, dreams are the opposites of reality but at the same time, I guess that it is part of a person's subconscious mind... Maybe in Fione's case, she is afraid of losing these people that she dreamt of such things... As for me, my dream was that this particular person ignored me when he saw me and treated me as though I did not exist... I grabbed his hand in a way to plead with him, not to leave me... Initially, I was wondering why I had such a dream and I even told this person about my peculiar dream... Back then, he said that he would not let that happen... But now, we're like total complete strangers... He, in his own world & me, in my own... I then began to realsie that it could be part of my subconscious mind... I didn't want to lose him but then, the inevitable happens... I had to accept just the way it is...

So Fione... Don't you worry... I will never ignore you (except for the times when you're trying to irritate me... Haha)... I can't afford to lose the friend like you... *Hugs*

Just to add on:
It's the little events in life that makes you happy and helps your life to go on... You can't take ALL the memories with you to your future... But those little events will make you think how happy, sad or angry you were... As time goes by, as you think back, you will laugh over it... Just like my fall in school back in Year 1 and yesterday (cuz it's not everyday that you will fall in school... Hee!)... Even though it hurts, but when I sit down and think about it, I just can't help smiling and laughing over it... So, treasure all these little things that you have cuz it will make life more worth living... *Smilez*

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ A Day of Misfortunes... *Gosh* ~ 9:36:00 pm

*Sigh*... Today is just totally a day of misfortunes for me... Sustained too many injuries in a day... Dunno why it's just so unlucky for me... Firstly, while practising skills during the clinical lab class, I accidentally hit my 'erm' against the side of the bed... *Gosh, it just hurts so badly*... And it didn't just ended there... At the end of the lesson, our lecturer told us to help to clear up the lab and to keep the place tidy... So when Ms Tan told us to push the chairs in, I wanted to sit down on the chair to pick up our bags which was under the computer table... Unaware that Germac had actually pushed the chair away, I just 'sat' down, thinking that the chair was still there... And I just went 'boom' with my butt landing straight on the floor... As usual, I was so shocked and I started laughing, just like in Year 1 although this time round, there's no curtains to block the others from seeing... *Haha... So terrible right!*... Anyway, they seemed to be more worried with my head cuz they saw that I had accidently knocked my head against the cot-side... This fall has left me with a sacral area pain and a bruise with a slightly swollen arm... But don't worry... I'm gonna be fine... *Hee*... And I also got a little part of my right toe nail chipped off when I accidently 'kicked' my sandals into the heels of Fione's shoe... *The disadvantage of wearing sandals*...

*This fall really reminded me of the fall that I had back in Year 1... Gosh... Although it hurts a lot, but I know that it will definitely stay in my memory as time goes by... You see, it's not everyday that you fall down in such a memorable way you know... Haha... Anyway, Germac and Fione, I will definitely remember you guys for the rest of my life... WAHAHA!!!*

But that wasn't all... My diskette could not open the specific files which was quite important for our presentation tomorrow... Luckily, my sis was around at home and thus, I could get her to send the files through the e-mail account... *Thank you Kakak!! I owe you one!*... And after the clinical lab class, we headed to the computer lab to continue on with our typing... I helped Fione with the amendments of the Health Assessment Questionaire and suddenly, the whole pc just went bonkers... I was feeling 'arrgh' about it... Thank goodness, the file could be retrieved or else, I would have just gone mad... *As though I didn't have enough bad luck*...

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Anyway, I was watching the Singapore Idol Unsung Hero just now on Channel 5 at 8pm... They featured this deaf person who had auditioned for the Singapore Idol... This person, Lily Goh was actually Youges, Kewei & Fione's sign language teacher in SADeaf... I really admire her courage for joining this Singapore Idol... Although she couldn't really hear but for her to come out and represent the Deaf society, it really took her a lot of courage to do so cuz if I were her, I would definitely not do it... *As long as there's a dream... There's a will, then there's a way*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ To All My Friends... ~ 12:51:00 am

I happened to come across this email as I was deleting the mails in my inbox (taking too much space)... And I feel that this is so true...

Cherish The Times You Have In School

Everyday when you return from your school, whether or not it is from a secondary school, a junior collage, a polytechnic, or ITE, you would probably think that school sucks.

All that work and torture under your lecturer's or teacher's homework or assignments, or tutorials...

But think about this, i mean really think. All the time spent with your classmates, all the laughter, sorrows, and happiness of knowing that your friends are there in your class.

Now imagine them gone, perhaps part of them or even all of them. You may not realise it, but when advancing into the next level of education, it is inevitable that some friends will be parting with you.

What is all this you ask yourself, what I ask is of you to think, for those who received this mail, what do those people who were once or were still your classmates and friends meant to you.

Anyone who has at least finished their o levels and has graduated from respective schools would know the feeling of parting with your classmates and friends.

Not knowing when you still see them again.

Perhaps the next day, the next week, month, years, or even decade. Perhaps one day, you would realised how bitter sweet those memories were, the fun you had with your classmates and friends.

That is why ever so often when you asked someone which is the most fond memories they had in their years in education, they would often have that sadness in their eyes, but yet, they smile briefly.

It's the memories of their school friends. Those unforgettable years of laughter and happiness in school.

Each classmate had suffered under the same stresses in school. The teachers, whether they are kind or extremely strict.
So treasure your schooling days, don't complain, because you never know when you will miss them dearly. And perhaps, shed a tear for those treasured times in your youth.

Now, you have two choices,

1) if this touches your heart, and reminded you of those classmates who brought happiness, laughter, colour to your life, you can pass it on, let your classmates know that although all these years, whether short or long, you still have not forgotten them. Or...
2) If you feel that this is just another letter that is writing rubbish, you can just delete this straight away.

Let those whom are weak and tormented in the spirit find strength in this letter, knowing that someone still remembers them, and care for them. No matter the circumstances.

So to all my friends... Thanks for all the happy, sad, bitter but enjoyable memories that you guys have given to me throughout my school life... This is something that I will hold on to in my life... Miss ya guys and gonna keep missing...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ My day.... ~ 8:39:00 pm

Oh yeah!! Another presentation has already been done... Today was our presentation on the Mental Health module and now, we're left with only the Gerontology presentation which is on this Friday... Gosh, time passes by really fast... 4 more weeks to the end of the semester and about 5-6 weeks more to our examinations... Oh, and I haven't even started studying yet... Gonna start after my theory and practical clinical test next week... Better start soon or I'm gonna be way behind...

Anyway, our presentation went by quite smoothly... Quite glad that almost all our presentations are going to be over... Now, left with our nursing project essay which is due in 3 weeks time... *sigh*... 1500 words... So long... After our presentation, we went to the LT K-3 to get some short nap... *I was so, so sleepy... Couldn't sleep well the night before*... Had lectures on Geron and Mental Health followed by 3 hours of break... During the 3 hours of break, we had some discussion for our next presentation... During the discussion, I had said something wrong to Sapphire so I really wanna apologise... *Sorry Sapphire... I said it out of joke... So sorry*...

Before the clinical class, some 'heated argument' happened between Germac and Fione... And Mac accidentally dragged Fione across the floor, hitting Fione's elbow against the ground... *Sigh*... Didn't want to say anything cuz I don't wanna be in the 'centre'... Anyway, they are fine now so no worries... *Hee*...

Anyway today, I was in my most selekeh attire... Didn't really bother with what I wore... Loose t-shirt, loose jeans and sandals... And my hair was in a total mess!!*Haha... Bad sense of fashion*...

Sat for my advanced theory for driving for the second time yesterday... Dunno whether I would pass or not... But even if I fail, it's so expected cuz I didn't really study for it...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONE!!! ~ 10:56:00 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FIONE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

A message for Fione:

*I really hoped that you liked the gift that we have bought for you (although it was Evelyn who went to buy it)... Anyway, sorry if all along I've been a terrible group member and an irritating friend... Hee... But thanks for being there for me when I needed someone to talk to and giving me all the support that I need... Best wishes for you on your special day and may all your dreams come true... Once again, Happy Birthday... *Muacks*...*

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Today, all of us were supposed to go swimming but due to the heavy rain, our plans were cancelled and ended up, Eve, Mac, Fione and myself, we went to Aljunied to have our eyebrows plucked... Well, it hurts but I tried to divert the pain to something else by telling myself that it's just an ant bite... *The price to pay to look beautiful*... Now, I look totally different and my sis still can't adjust herself to my brows yet... *Haha*... And I really feel as though I'm 20+ rather than 18 or 19... *Sigh*... Look too matured already...

Anyway, earlier in the morning, Flora, Sapphire and me were supposed to rush off to Ang Mo Kio Central to get a cake for Fione... However, Germac woke up late and the plans were backfired... But everything was made up when we had the cake-cutting after class instead... Although it wasn't a surprise anymore... Oh well... As long as Fione is happy, we're happy too... *Smilez*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ My Wonderful Day.... ~ 11:48:00 pm

Oh yeah!! Finally, the presentation for our Nursing Project is OVER!! WEE!! Although I haven't put so much effort as Fione and Germac, but thanks to them, this project have been done well and completed in time despite starting it only last Friday when we had the last 10 weeks to do so... *Thank you very to Mac and Fione for staying up the whole night to complete our nursing project... You guys need a well-deserved rest... I can't imagine if you guys weren't around... Thank you*...

Anyway, the presentation went by smoothly... Thanks to some 'brilliant' idea from Fione (ehem!), I had to put on my nursing uniform with lots and lots of cute 'microorganisms' sticking onto it... When I had to put on my uniform outside the classroom (with my t-shirt and jeans on, of course), I got all the stares from all sorts of directions... But hey, it all paid off... Just glad that it's over... *Phew*...

Went out with Germac, Fione, Evelyn and Chingyen to Parkway Parade... Germac was joking with Fione that she was not coming along with us although she kept winking at me... *Haha... Naughty Mac*... Before heading for PP, Germac went to fix her sandals which was 'beyond hope' with super glue... Well, it works but got super glue on her fingers... Meanwhile, on the bus 76, all of us were totally 'K.O.'... *Can't be helped... Everyone was too tired*... Upon reaching Marine Parade, it began to rain heavily and the 5 of us had to share 2 umbrellas... All of us began to look for the toilet the moment we stepped into PP... While all of us were adjusting our hair and stuffs, Evelyn re-tied Chingyen's hair which actually made her look so much younger, rather than that 'auntie' look...

Had our lunch at Pizza Hut... Germac and Fione had pasta, Chingyen had baked rice while Evelyn and I shared a regular pan of Hawaiian pizza... *Ooh... Yum yum!!*... Was quite hungry that I practically finished my portion of food... Was so TEMPTED to buy ice-cream for dessert but given my budget of money, I changed my mind... Me and Mac ended up leaving halfway cuz we both had peristaltic movements... *Oops*... Anyway, after lunch, we went around PP whileMac and Evelyn were looking for heels (or as I would rather call 'stilettos')... Mac was basically trying on heels from shop to shop to look for a suitable black one... In the end, she did not find her suitable pair... While in Isetan, the 4 of them got me to try a white coloured tube dress... Well, it looked nice but I wouldn't buy it... *My parents gonna kill me if I do!!*... Chingyen kept commenting on my 'good' figure... *I don't think I have a good figure eh... I don't like my legs... And Chingyen, you are NOT FAT!!*...

Had to go off earlier as I did not want my parents to complain for coming home late...

*Hey guys... Thanks for all the fun and great time today... Let's do it more often... Hehe... Can't wait for tomorrow... WEE!!*

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ SUPER BUSY!!! I miss my home.... ~ 10:15:00 pm

WEE!! I'm finally home again!! *Oh... How much I miss my room, bed, PC, etc...* After staying out of home for almost 2 days, I'm finally back to the comfort of my own room... Wondering why I wasn't home for this 2 days? Not that I'm being a 'bad' girl by staying away from home, but my sis and I was staying over at my aunt's house... Since her whole family is away (they went overseas), we had the duty to look after the house and since yesterday was a Saturday night, we chose to sleep over there... *Just for precaution sake*...

Yesterday:
Anyway, I was basically out of home since 8.45am yesterday... Went to school for a group discussion for our nursing project at 9.30am... Realised that we are actually way behind time as our presentation is actually on this Wednesday... And there's still so many things to settle with!! Left at about 12.30pm and heading to the Singapore Association for the Deaf (SADeaf) at Mountbatten Road off Kallang for my first lesson of DCCL... It was quite interesting to learn about some of the deaf culture... Was taught how to sign alphabets and numbers... Well, I'm an 'expert' (ehmm... hehe) at signing alphabets (all thanks to Fione!) but I wasn't very good numbers... But hey! I'm gonna work at it... So tempted to sign up for the next Beginner Stage 1 (BS1) but I've got other important stuffs to attend to first such as exams and attachment so guess I'm only going to sign up for the December lessons... *Can't wait!! So that I can sign with Fione and Kewei... Hehe*... Everything ended at around 4.45pm and headed straight to Toa Payoh for a wedding reception... Reached there at 5.15 (too early!!)... Walked around Toa Payoh Interchange, touched up my make up (*winks*)... Waited for my parents at the MRT station and my hp started giving problems... After talking to my Loved One, my hp just shut down and after that, I couldn't call out and send any messages... *Irritating phone!!*... After meeting my family, finally headed for the wedding reception... Went home for less than 1 hour to get some stuffs and then headed to my grandmum's house at Yishun to pass some stuff and finally went over to my aunt's place at about 10+pm near 11... *Phew!!*... Almost fell asleep on the couch while watching Scream 3 on Channel 5 before finally tucking into bed...

Today:
Woke up at about 9.30am... Went to my aunt's stall at Aljunied with my mum and sis... Thought that they would be free food but everything was already sold out by 10+am... Ended up going over to my uncle's sister stall just at the other side of the hawker centre... Anyway, I saw a very, very cute cat with turquoise coloured-eyes... After that, headed straight to Fione's house to do our nursing project... Reached about almost 2... Anyway, had some snacks while doing the project and I was bullied by Fione... *Fione, you always bully me one... Hehe*... Dropped some snacks particles on the floor and ended up getting 'fined' $8 by her... Anyway, left her house just before 7pm and when straight to my aunt's house to collect some stuffs... Finally, went home at around 8.30...

Well, bottomline is... I MISS MY HOME!!! Haha...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ How can I forget my passport?? Wasting time... ~ 6:08:00 pm

AAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!! How could I forget to take along my passport??? Damn it... Was supposed to head to JB today after school with my mum and sis... As usual, I rushed home straight after school to put down my books and stuffs and have a nice shower so that I would feel fresher and smell nicer... I was like rushing all over that I didn't even realise that I had not put my passport in my bag... It was made worse when my passport was actually covered by my oncology lecture notes... *SUCKS!!*...

Only realised that I had left my passport when I sensed something amiss and began for to search for it in my bag while in the 911 bus... Got a little scolding for my mum and I had to make my way home all by myself... Made worse by the fact that I had not had any meal since morning... It was really a wasted trip and a waste of time... I had even sacrificed my group discussion for the nursing project to go to JB... But now?? *Sigh*... Would rather stay in school to discuss the 'so-much-more-important' nursing project than to waste my time and energy 'wanting to head for JB but forgot to bring passport' thing... Oh well... *Sorry guys... I will make up for it this Sunday ya! So sorry!!*...

Moral of the story:
1) Please ensure that you have your passport before leaving home...
2) Don't sacrifice something so important to do something/go somewhere less important...

*Sigh... Regrets, regrets...*

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ Happy 1st Month Dear... The rest of my day... ~ 11:26:00 pm

Finally, I received an sms from my Loved One today... I just felt so so so relieved and happy... And all those guilty feelings just went away... Well, he messaged me to wish a Happy 1st month... Yeah... Today is our 1st month anniversary... Although this is not how it should be, but at least I'm glad... Very glad... And I didn't even realise that one month has already passed by so soon... Meanwhile, I'll just pray hard that he will recover soon...

*Dear, I'm sorry about the incident the other day... I hope that you will get well soon... Happy 1st Month to us... I'm looking forward to the next month and thereafter... Love you forever, miss you always... *Muacks*...*

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Today was quite a tiring day... Classes started at 8 with Mr Bernard Lian's lecture on mental health... Today's topic was on aggression... Actually, according to today's lesson,anger is one of mankind's natural behaviour... Each and everyone of us has anger within us... It's just a matter on how we cope with our anger... Some choose to suppress, while others may confront it themselves... But aggression develops when a person is unable to control their anger... Anger is neither good nor bad... But in society, anger is seen as a negative issue... *Hmm... Wonder why*...

After lecture was followed by 3 hours of lecture... The first hour was spent at the
computer lab with Fione, adding cliparts into our Powerpoint slides for tomorrow's presentation... Kept using Ms Doreen Heng for being a very 'pictorial' person for the excuse to add more pics into the slides... *Haha*...

The second and third hour was spent outside LT K to have our meals and chit-chatting... My handphone became a 'guinea pig' by Flora to record sounds... In the end, Germac and Sapphire's phone became 'recorders' too... Oh well... Too bad it can't be used as a ring tone... If not, I would have put "Discovery Channel - Rivals" as my alarm tone... I would definitely jump right out of bed... *Haha*... But those laughters that we shared, definitely made my day more livelier and happier... *Thanks guys*...

After 2 hours of clinical lessons, stayed back in school with Germac to settle stuffs for tomorrow's presentation... Got back home around 4+ in the afternoon... Went to shower and left home with my sis to go my aunt's house to 'house-sit'...Finally reached home about 10pm... Watched Singapore Idol the results and then got news from Mac that next week's Oncology lesson was pushed to tomorrow... Gotta do my work...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ Was it my fault? ~ 9:35:00 pm

Would have it been different if I had just picked up his call two nights' ago? Would have it been different if I had slept later that night? Would have it been different if I hadn't shown my moody face on Saturday? Would have it been different if I had chosen not to meet him at all on Saturday? I can't help feel that it's my fault... It's all bcuz of me... I was the underlying cause of everything...

I received a phone call from his bunk mate last night... He informed me that my Loved One had fell during training in camp, resulting in head concussion and hip fracture... It must have been from a tall height, otherwise his injuries wouldn't be so severe... I really don't know what he was thinking when the incident happened but I could have guessed... It was my fault... If only I had not 'ignored' him...

And now, I don't even know where he is... His bunk mate told me that he was hospitalised in Changi General Hospital but when I went there, they couldn't find such patient under that name... *OMG... Where are you now?*... I just didn't know what else to do at that moment in time... Luckily, Flora and her bf was there with me, at the same time giving me support that was very much needed by me... Tried calling his house but there was no answer... Called his mobile phone which only misled me to other things... In the end, I chose to leave a message on his bunk mate's mobile phone... *Hopefully, he will reply soon*...

God, please let me find out his whereabouts and condition soon... I really can't take this any longer...

My Thanks:

Flora, thank you very much for your and Mike's company today... I really appreciated it a lot... Although I felt like a light bulb at times, but if you weren't around today, I would have definitely felt lost and distracted just now... Thank you so much...

My other friends... Thank you so much for your concern... Don't worry, I'll be fine... With you guys around me, I will be alright... Thank you so much...

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Today, I saw the cat that I have really missed so much... It was outside my house last time... Managed to mention about him to my neighbour... Only to realise that she had taken the cat in... I just realised how much I missed him when my neighbour brought the cat out... 'Rocky', as he is known now, is so much fatter, cleaner and cuter since the first time we saw him... But at least now I know that he's in good hands...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME????? ~ 9:45:00 pm

What is wrong with me today? What the hell is wrong with me today? What's with me and bloody moody face? Is it that difficult to smile? And what is wrong with my temper today? Why can't I appreciate whatever he has done for me?

Yes... I know... I'm very selfish... I only know how to take, take and take... But not to give... And yes, till today, I still don't trust guys fully... All bcuz of one damn, bloody incident... I just find it very hard to trust guys...

Relationship is all about commitment and understanding each other... *Sigh*... I really need this one week to think it over, what's best for the both of us...

*NADIAH, YOU'RE ONE SICKENING BITCH!*

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ Exhibition @ St Joseph Convent & meeting of an old friend.... ~ 11:16:00 pm

Well, today was a good but tiring day... There was an exhibition at St Joseph Convent from yesterday till today... Me, Germac and Fione was given today's morning shift which started at 9.45am and ends at 12.30pm... Anyway, I had to rush back all the way to NYP in the morning cuz they had run out of pamphlets over at the exhibition... Imagine having to walk all the way from Yio Chu Kang MRT station to NYP and back out to Yio Chu Kang MRT station again... *It was like having a 2nd shower... Hehe*... Thank goodness the pamphlets aren't having or else, I guess I would be cursing all the way... Haha... Met up with Fione at her house bus stop to take 136 which went round and round Serangoon and into Hougang before reaching Sengkang... *What a long journey although it could have been short!*

Ended up reaching St Joseph's Convent 15 mins later than the allocated time... By then, Germac was already sitting at the gym, all alone, looking very 'sian'... Basically, there wasn't any single soul around except for the 3 of us... Very few students came to approach us and we could even count with our 10 fingers on how many people asking us on courses and stuffs... Felt as though we were wasting our time sitting down there, doing nothing... Well, Fione wasn't in her 'best of moods'... By 10+, 2 students from NP finally came to their booth... *Finally, I thought there was some 'competition'*... But the missing ones were the students... Then, a group of students from North Vista Sec came to look at the exhibits... That was when Germac suddenly just dashed out of the gym... *I had no idea what went on and I was very shocked too*... When she came back, it was although nothing happened although she didn't say a single word... By 11+ near 12, this guy from NYP came over to the booth... *Till now, I have no idea who he is and what's his name... But I guess he's one of the important students involved*... Left at 12.35 and met one of my closest friend from sec school, Siti Fatinah, outside at the bus-stop...

Well, I haven't really seen her for quite sometime... She was one of my closest buddies from sec school... Classmates in Sec 1 and 2... Shared some great memories together... Anyway, the reason we met today was because she wanted me to accompany her to register for her basic theory since I was going to register for my advanced theory... Anyway, went to have lunch together at Compass Point... At the same time, we updated each other on each other's lives, gossip about people, on her job (well, she's an assistant nurse at SGH) and a lot of ward stuffs...

Well, it's great getting to spend time with my old friend... Hope to spend time with you, friend!

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ Haha... No idea what to put.... ~ 9:40:00 pm

Finally... A new layout... I made this layout myself with some guide from the Internet on HTML and CSS, and those blogskins from Blogskin.com... *Winks*... So what do you guys think? I don't quite like the colour combination... Looks a little dull... But since this is my second attempt (my first went a little wrong!), I'm quite proud of it... Hope that I will be able to create more better skins in times to come... *Not in the near future though*...

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Haven't really been updating my blog for a few days already... No mood to update... Anyway, here goes...

I'm currently on one-week holidays now although it doesn't seems like it... There were quite a few things to settle especially the up-and-coming presentations on Week 10 & 11... Went back to school on Monday for discussion of HS3055 D.1 presentation which is on next Friday... Went through a hard time trying to get the answers cuz we don't really know the expectations of the lecturer and the questions were quite tough... Anyway, my salutes to Germac and Fione for putting in so much effort into our presentation... So sorry I didn't help you guys yesterday and today... If you guys need any help, do tell me ya!! And oh yeah, Fione kept nibbling me... Don't understand why but she enjoyed it so much until Germac had to scold her that it wasn't right... Got a message from my Loved One that night, saying that he had dislocated his arm during training... *Wonder what he did... Hmm*... But he's already up and about, doing his training again despite that... Just hope that he'll be alright... *Can't stop worrying*...

Went back to sch on Tuesday for briefing on manning of exhibition booth at St Joseph Convent this Friday which is tomorrow... Wanted to start on our nursing project but the both of us had no idea where and how to start... So that was where Fione messaged someone to ask on how to start the project... The reply was very 'cold' as though that person didn't want to share or basically to help us give a headstart... Well, like Fione said, it's human nature...

Went to the polyclinic yesterday for my pimple checkup... *Sigh*... I have to continue my antibiotic medications again cuz the pimple have not subsided yet although it's no longer inflammed... *Talking about vanity, I'm already into the 3rd set of antibiotics already*...

And today, I stayed at home the whole day... Was being the good gal... Revising some of the HS3033 module... Ended up, I got bored so I created this new skin... *Wee!*... Watched the Singapore Idol just now... And GOSH!! This group sucks even more... But there was a consolation cuz one of the contestants (same profession as me!) was really gorgeous... *Oops*... Hehe...

So this is the summarised version of my days from Monday to Thursday (today)... Enjoy!!

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ One of my pics... ~ 7:04:00 pm

One of my fav pics... Pity it's a little blur...



written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Just another simple girl
NaDiaH's her simple name
At the tender age of 22

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